Image is nothing. Imagination is everything.
I live in Essex, England.
I’m not expecting the world from you. But just a call/text to ask how I am atm would mean alot to me right now - instead of me having to GO to you if I feel low and having me feeling like I’m disturbing you/a burden to you. Offering to help me move or if there’s anything you can do to help would mean even more….but as I said I don’t expect that from anyone. Just being a good friend and SHOWING that you care would be nice.
The people who have been in my life for 3 MONTHS, have helped me massively the past week AND more….beyond what I would expect from them. The people who I’ve known for my lifetime/years have just proven to me that they couldn’t care less about me…can’t be bothered to even answer their texts.
Well at least I know who is and isn’t worth my time now.
Wednesday May 5 @ 06:51amPINK!
PINK
P͕͔͓̞̰̠̄ͮ͛͑́I̠͖̓̐̕͞I̵̛̻̥̣̬̭̻ͮ̎͗͂̄̆̓̈́̂I͚̳̳̯̲͓͇̐͒̈́̃ͮ̚N̶̠͍̞͙̼̤̯̺̏ͩ̽͐ͤͬK̵̲̥̦͖̪̩̤̭͛̉̆̀̄͢͟K̜̲̪̥̬͕̀͛̾̎̐̇ͮ̄̉͢͞͞Ḵ̵̢̗̔̉͋ͧ͌͞K̛̗̮̘̠̝̇͛̄̔͐̔ͥ̉
Im not an agressive/violent/hateful person, but i can only take so much anger which has been bottled up and building up and up inside me the past few months - the only way I can vent it all out is by physically destroying/hurting something. all my morals and dignity has gone out the window completely - all i can think about it getting my own back/getting rid of this frustration.
i dont want people to tell me what to do.
i dont want people saying to me that how im feeling is wrong and ‘i’ll manage/get over it’ eventually or that i need to grow up.
i want someone to hug me/sympathize and make me feel loved at a time that i feel completely abandoned and fucked over by people that should love me unconditionally.
Tuesday May 5 @ 06:31pm
“So what does the question “Why don’t you believe in God?” really mean? I think when someone asks that, they are really questioning their own belief. In a way they are asking “what makes you so special? “How come you weren’t brainwashed with the rest of us?” “How dare you say I’m a fool and I’m not going to heaven, f— you!” Let’s be honest, if one person believed in God he would be considered pretty strange. But because it’s a very popular view it’s accepted. And why is it such a popular view? That’s obvious. It’s an attractive proposition. Believe in me and live forever.”
- Ricky Gervais on Atheism. He’s my hero.
http://blogs.wsj.com/speakeasy/2010/12/19/a-holiday-message-from-ricky-gervais-why-im-an-atheist/
Thursday May 5 @ 08:46am
sexualityandfeminismandgender:
Thursday May 5 @ 04:40amugh this is so lovely i can’t even
BEARDS.
I fucking love men with facial hair. Like, an unhealthy amount. I do like shaven faces too but naturally, I’m very attracted to masculine features/traits about men - stubble is most definitely one of them.
So I get my boyfriend to grow his and stop shaving for a few days, and I am more than happy about this ;)
But NO. I then remember how it hurts like a motherfucking bitch to kiss someone with stubble. Feels like fucking sandpaper scratching upon my face everytime I go near his face :(
DREAMS = SHATTERED.
Wednesday May 5 @ 07:04pm
I don’t care how old this song is, the intro still sends chills up my spine everytime I hear it.
MAKES ME WANT TO GO OUT AND PARTY :(
Wednesday May 5 @ 09:13amThe Man Who Sold The World - David Bowie
People moan about drugs being tested on animals. I sort of think it depends innit. If the drug’s aspirin and the monkey’s got a headache, is it right?
- Karl Pilkington on Animal Testing. Genius.
Wednesday May 5 @ 08:05amYou don’t achieve anything by letting the past rule within you,
Getting all pent up and angry about stuff just eats away inside you.
‘If you can’t forgive and forget,
How’s this?
Forget forgivin’ and just accept that that’s it’.
See that’s how it’s gotta be.
Then you can fall in love, get on with your life and be free.
……..
Even the nicest of guys has some nasty within ‘em,
You don’t have to be backlit to be the villain.
Whether it be greed, lust or just plain vindictiveness,
There’s a level of benevolence inside all of us.
You can paint yourself an image and live in your own little dream,
But this ain’t a dream, it’s one big silver screen.
So when you think you’ve got your happy ending don’t ever forget it,
It ain’t over til you hear the sound of your end credits.
- SCROOBIUS PIP - WAITING FOR THE BEAT TO KICK IN.
This man’s lyrics are like therapy to me lol.
